[ if there was any part of Steve that hadn't been sure he knew how to do this - how to have friends, how to have friends as close as Charisse, how to have a friendship like the one he has with clarisse - it's gone in this instant. because he hasn't even gotten a response from her, hasn't gotten anything back, and still he can feel himself think oh thank god she's not in solvunn, or I'd be dead. there's a kind of confirmation there, that brings along with it relief and familiarity and.
well. Steve's stubborn and sometimes annoying side. mostly annoying. pretty often annoying. ]
we're not being weird as fuck we're trying to go back to NORMAL a lot of shit happened during that weird crater nap thing or didn't happen or whatever but that doesn't mean it changes shit here or has to change shit Eddie's pretty much my best friend I freaking live with the dude and just cause apparently our immortal god versions decided to date or whatever doesn't mean anything for us NON god versions
and WE'RE cool because well
[ shit shit shit he wasn't prepared for this side of things. for him to have to give voice or words to why he's so willing (and secretly kind of desperate) to still be cool with clarisse. to still be friends with clarisse. to still- ]
UGH man I don't know! I want to still be cool with you but if you woke up and decided 'hey actually that Harrington guy is kind of a huge asshole' then that would be cool too or not cool but you know what I mean
and he's NOT the love of my life!!! Jesus CHRIST clarisse none of it was real!!!! none actually no it doesn't matter
also, side note, being an asshole isn't a one person job I can also be one like all the time probably like now
but dude I don't know I just he's been kinda very Not Talking About Any Of It since it hasn't come up at all
wait
what do you mean he was giving you mopey doe eyes?
how about a Steve Harrington roller coat rant
well. Steve's stubborn and sometimes annoying side. mostly annoying. pretty often annoying. ]
we're not being weird as fuck
we're trying to go back to NORMAL
a lot of shit happened during that weird crater nap thing
or didn't happen
or whatever
but that doesn't mean it changes shit here
or has to change shit
Eddie's pretty much my best friend
I freaking live with the dude
and just cause apparently our immortal god versions decided to date or whatever doesn't mean anything for us NON god versions
and WE'RE cool because
well
[ shit shit shit he wasn't prepared for this side of things. for him to have to give voice or words to why he's so willing (and secretly kind of desperate) to still be cool with clarisse. to still be friends with clarisse. to still- ]
UGH
man I don't know!
I want to still be cool with you
but if you woke up and decided 'hey actually that Harrington guy is kind of a huge asshole' then that would be cool too
or
not cool but you know what I mean
and he's NOT the love of my life!!!
Jesus CHRIST clarisse
none of it was real!!!!
none
actually no it doesn't matter
also, side note, being an asshole isn't a one person job
I can also be one
like all the time
probably like now
but dude I don't know
I just
he's been kinda very Not Talking About Any Of It since
it hasn't come up at all
wait
what do you mean he was giving you mopey doe eyes?