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steve harrington. ([personal profile] hairington) wrote 2024-06-30 02:29 am (UTC)

TRULY UNHINGED

[ more often than not, Steve’s experience with roughhousing has ended him in a headlock. he’s not a huge fan of wrestling, never got as into it as tommy and the other guys did. but that’s also besides the point. ]

dude
what is your DEAL about this?
why do you care so much???


[ though, of course, clarisse brings up that and Steve is suddenly a lot more interested in anything but the current topic of conversation. ]

wait wait wait hold up
you have scars?
why didn’t you tell me?
you’ve got shark bite scars???

and yeah, okay, fine
something fucked with our heads
it was probably the singularity- it likes doing that
at least this time it wasn’t fucked up nightmares and hallucinations about weird shit
some of the shit that happened was kind of awesome- good awesome. great, even.
but do you really think you’re gonna stick around here for 800 years?
or hell- LIVE for 800 more years? HERE?
become GODS?
like- I know that’s not as weird for you with your dad and all that but
jesus, I don’t know

and maybe we haven’t talked about it because we’ve been dealing with everything else
there’s no elephant, everything’s chill
except for you, apparently. you’re the only one super invested in all this
and I still don’t really get why

also, you’e full of shit
he hates playing love songs

but god
okay
other than the fact that the last two Talks we had I royally fucked up
I just-
man, I don’t know
I don’t want him to feel like he owes me anything
in like- not being together or also just, not anything else
and it’s not like I’ve ever actually liked a dude before
I don’t even KNOW about him
I just know that this is kinda it for him
and he should get to be with whoever he wants
not just some guy he knows from home

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