Because I have scars everywhere, dipshit, it's not a big deal
( the other one maybe is. but she's not talking about that one right now. she is not letting him get sidetracked by this. )
You're missing the point, anyway It's not about the scar, it's about where it came from
I'm not even saying any of it is going to happen! Fucking hell, I don't want to be stuck here forever, either But this is what we like to call A Sign One you should probably pay fucking attention to
( she doesn't even bother responding to he hates playing love songs because that in itself feels like a gotcha, even if he doesn't realize it. )
Gods, do you even fucking hear yourself right now, Steve Have you considered that he might want to be with some guy from home And not just because you're from home, but, I don't know Because you're you?
Also, liking a dude is exactly the same as liking a girl, dumbass The only difference is you both have dicks So it's a 2-for-1, who gives a shit
Listen, I get it, shit's fucked up, boo-fucking-hoo But I've been here before, okay? You wanna know what my fucking deal is?
( and it's only because she's so frustrated that she's even admitting this. maybe he will get it through his thick skull if she gives him a little context. maybe already having a breakdown with achilles about it was a good thing, or she probably wouldn't have even considered bringing it up. it's still hard to talk about, but with all the shit she's giving him for seemingly no reason, he deserves to understand why. and for once she's immensely glad the network can't transmit actual thoughts, or he'd be getting some truly horrific imagery with this. )
I was in love with my best friend and I never told her I thought, we're both dating people, we're in the middle of a war, we're both girls, my dad would hate me, blah blah blah Everything became an excuse not to say anything Because I was terrified I would ruin our friendship and everything else And then she died in a battle I could have prevented She begged me to go with her and I didn't listen And even as she lay dying in my arms, I couldn't tell her, because I was a coward So don't start with these bullshit excuses Be a man and do something about it before you regret it for the rest of your life
( congrats, steve. she's never explicitly told anyone this. her family knows what happened, but she's not sure they actually ... know. then again, how could they not. she literally became achilles. that's pretty much the gayest parallel there is. )
no subject
( the other one maybe is. but she's not talking about that one right now. she is not letting him get sidetracked by this. )
You're missing the point, anyway
It's not about the scar, it's about where it came from
I'm not even saying any of it is going to happen!
Fucking hell, I don't want to be stuck here forever, either
But this is what we like to call A Sign
One you should probably pay fucking attention to
( she doesn't even bother responding to he hates playing love songs because that in itself feels like a gotcha, even if he doesn't realize it. )
Gods, do you even fucking hear yourself right now, Steve
Have you considered that he might want to be with some guy from home
And not just because you're from home, but, I don't know
Because you're you?
Also, liking a dude is exactly the same as liking a girl, dumbass
The only difference is you both have dicks
So it's a 2-for-1, who gives a shit
Listen, I get it, shit's fucked up, boo-fucking-hoo
But I've been here before, okay?
You wanna know what my fucking deal is?
( and it's only because she's so frustrated that she's even admitting this. maybe he will get it through his thick skull if she gives him a little context. maybe already having a breakdown with achilles about it was a good thing, or she probably wouldn't have even considered bringing it up. it's still hard to talk about, but with all the shit she's giving him for seemingly no reason, he deserves to understand why. and for once she's immensely glad the network can't transmit actual thoughts, or he'd be getting some truly horrific imagery with this. )
I was in love with my best friend and I never told her
I thought, we're both dating people, we're in the middle of a war, we're both girls, my dad would hate me, blah blah blah
Everything became an excuse not to say anything
Because I was terrified I would ruin our friendship and everything else
And then she died in a battle I could have prevented
She begged me to go with her and I didn't listen
And even as she lay dying in my arms, I couldn't tell her, because I was a coward
So don't start with these bullshit excuses
Be a man and do something about it before you regret it for the rest of your life
( congrats, steve. she's never explicitly told anyone this. her family knows what happened, but she's not sure they actually ... know. then again, how could they not. she literally became achilles. that's pretty much the gayest parallel there is. )