Sorry I forgot you don't regularly have gods invading your dreams to tell you vague and dubiously helpful bullshit Are you seriously trying to call me a televangelist That's low, Steve
Zeus Almighty Do I need to stage a fucking Horizon intervention for you two Seriously
( do not put it past her. she will get over her own reservations about the horizon if it means getting them to talk to each other.
but despite laying it all out for him, now that it's out there, she really doesn't want to keep talking about silena. it still feels too raw, but she has considerably lost steam in the wake of an admission like that. in a way, it feels good to have finally said it to someone, even if she hasn't said it out loud, technically. but at the same time, all she really wants to do is retreat from it. if the hard part is supposed to be admitting it, why doesn't it feel any easier? maybe some invisible weight has been lifted, but she's still trudging waist-deep through the mud. what does she even say now? )
Yeah, well, it helps when you know what the afterlife looks like, I guess
( it doesn't, really, because she still has to live her life without silena, still has to live with the guilt and the grief of it all. but it's a nice lie she can tell herself every now and then. )
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( don't go all percy on her, harrington. )
Sorry I forgot you don't regularly have gods invading your dreams to tell you vague and dubiously helpful bullshit
Are you seriously trying to call me a televangelist
That's low, Steve
Zeus Almighty
Do I need to stage a fucking Horizon intervention for you two
Seriously
( do not put it past her. she will get over her own reservations about the horizon if it means getting them to talk to each other.
but despite laying it all out for him, now that it's out there, she really doesn't want to keep talking about silena. it still feels too raw, but she has considerably lost steam in the wake of an admission like that. in a way, it feels good to have finally said it to someone, even if she hasn't said it out loud, technically. but at the same time, all she really wants to do is retreat from it. if the hard part is supposed to be admitting it, why doesn't it feel any easier? maybe some invisible weight has been lifted, but she's still trudging waist-deep through the mud. what does she even say now? )
Yeah, well, it helps when you know what the afterlife looks like, I guess
( it doesn't, really, because she still has to live her life without silena, still has to live with the guilt and the grief of it all. but it's a nice lie she can tell herself every now and then. )